The Rain Covers My Pain

Can I once more cry?
Each time it rains,
I feel healthy, happy and free...
It covers my tears and pain...
I can only smile once the rain is pour on me...
It feels lighter and cold...
The splashes of rain makes me tickles...
The raindrops makes beautiful sound...
The scenery gives me the calm and silent moments to cry and smile...

A Book...

Take my Book away...
Take the chapters away that I do not wish to read...
I want to tear off those chapter that bring me unhappiness...
I don't want those hatred in the chapter of my life...
I do not wish to read those who I love will die in the end...
I don't want to see sickness...
I don't want to feel pain...
I don't want my tears everyday...
Who ever want those pain and tears in those chapter?
It was meant to be there shouldn't it..?
To make a perfect book that fills in everything...
Once a chapter been tore off, will it be still perfect?
It will not as well...
There are no perfect life...