Painful Dreams

Painful dreams,
It brings sorrow,
But yet also joy to see the people you lost,
It brings the memories back,
It reminds me that how much we love him,
It's impossible to bring back dead to life,
Cause I know he had a better life in the other world...

SomeOne...

I am in love but not yet to love...
From that moment,
My misses are stronger than love...
I do not know why...
But I know how much I missed that guy...
I can't stop thinking about him all the time...
He's like in my mind all the time...
Sometime I thought I hate to hear him...
But each time I heard the voice...
I can't hang up my call...
I feel like missing him all the time...

The Rain Covers My Pain

Can I once more cry?
Each time it rains,
I feel healthy, happy and free...
It covers my tears and pain...
I can only smile once the rain is pour on me...
It feels lighter and cold...
The splashes of rain makes me tickles...
The raindrops makes beautiful sound...
The scenery gives me the calm and silent moments to cry and smile...

A Book...

Take my Book away...
Take the chapters away that I do not wish to read...
I want to tear off those chapter that bring me unhappiness...
I don't want those hatred in the chapter of my life...
I do not wish to read those who I love will die in the end...
I don't want to see sickness...
I don't want to feel pain...
I don't want my tears everyday...
Who ever want those pain and tears in those chapter?
It was meant to be there shouldn't it..?
To make a perfect book that fills in everything...
Once a chapter been tore off, will it be still perfect?
It will not as well...
There are no perfect life...

A Happiness Ahead

Recently, there are rains and sunshine in my days. But each time I can feel the pain and the happiness around me. Although it is afar, it's been blessing days. A little happiness in each day of my life would be a very good day to begin.

Will I Be Able to Meet You Again?

Bro...
Feels lonely,
Everytime I opened my eyes in the morning,
Knowing that you are no longer with us,
Thinking about my future without a family member,
Gives me the terrified moment,
Although I know you will watch over me...
Will I be able to meet you again?
Talk, play, record, chit-chat little secrets and swim?
I really wish I could meet you again...
Wish to go back to the past...

Don't Fake It...

Don't fake it... I know what have you been doing outside...
Please don't push all the responsible to the dead people...
Get a grip out of yourself...
You want everything own to yourself only...
You do not wish to see us at all...
You said you broke your heart but...
Ever since when did you ever really care about the dead people when's alive...
You care only yourself...
You think only money...
You're not looking at us anymore...
You're seeking out another new life with the selfishness of your own point...
Don't push me too hard,
Or I will do something painful...
Don't you fake it...
Cause I know you're lies...

If there is only a Place...

If there is a place to hide, I would think about church,
If there is a place to fly, I would fly to planet Saturn,
If there is a place to be peace, I would think about heaven,
If there is a place to stay, I want to be at the angel's side,
No matter how,
These are just if there is a place for me...
Can't run away at all...